Faith and Religion: The fascination with mysticism
confused, he places in the crowded center of discourse in no hurry to become more like character of the poet l r, wandering, absent-minded. point of view, Hai Zi, or that there is no strong tendency of the young man too, his taciturn demeanor a bit clumsy, but sometimes quasi-mm and face to face in whom alone, he suddenly was particularly fond of talking, behavior Jizao, quick to laugh That excitement would like it suddenly appeared as suddenly disappear quickly. may be as a poet, he played some changes.
TANG Xiao-crossing in 1982, Received 5 a day loading sacks, according to administrative division of a dozen editors to Reading. In the same year, Shenzhen, Anhui, two newspapers and launched the folk poetry of youth out in force, in the poetry gathering, displaying more than 100 poets composed by more than 60 The bandits in a small contact, the total Duozhu everywhere, had to worship the mountain to go where the poet's Qingdao Spring Black leaders living penniless, a wide leather belt to get him to sell the station, shouting to two local ruffians can not do business in their sites, to bring him back, that have to pay the Dayton Black Spring beat, the results Big Brother came forward, I heard that he was a poet, make a meal, bought the belt, to the pen travel, escort to the train station back to Beijing.
TANG Xiao-crossing is the intersection of many poets, both of them and to the side into the cool to watch. In his view, a timely Hai: the birth of poetry and poets environment can not be too quiet and should not be too noisy, that is 80 years, not by political or so, the lack of commercial manipulation. literary trend after the outbreak of the great power of repression, as the feast of endless day and night, poetry became one of the most sensitive antennae of the times to attract the most outstanding young people. mind too much. Haizi is an excellent one, he is very unique, but not all of a sudden a huge flash of fire that even the spark of genius. The lyric poems, and began writing the poem in 1984, including unfinished , the former category just like in ; heaven holding States and Homer singing paper poetry thing, let him pay homage to a symbol of a world beyond the material.
he chose the sun. He advocates Van Gogh, he erected 12 pillars of Temple of the Sun, he wrote: me! exposed rivers and the sun / I ignore the ancestry / time in this variation in blood-red mountains and rivers / l of a pain all over my body! the sun, the sun god he memorized the names of those who, in these religions, the sun often represent fecundity: the sun and peach growth of wheat, the sun brings life. Some grief and sincere, is the most valuable poetry Haizi place. Haizi more than a month. Poet Hai Zi counterparts with a flat, two people carrying a large bag, I start rubbing the train all the way through, very cheerful. a flat speaking, Hai Zi Could it be too much sometimes, at night in a small hotel smoke point of the quilt with, and almost being kicked out. Mani Dui their way to Lhasa, everyone picked up some debris, but only have to back two Haizi huge stone statues, TANG Xiao-crossing advised him, Liuzizhenyan own meaning, and but a symbol, do not bother to carry such a heavy thing back to Beijing, Hai insists that his two statues have a special story. his possession of the domain of civilization and has a paranoid obsession with mysticism.
trip to Tibet, there is little episode. Haizi Poetry Festival is being organized to get to know a poet, a Tibetan, she has become home, and a minor celebrity, the first day of early met, Haizi to express love, Tibetan poet when he was a child, complained to friends a little, regarded as a trifling matter, a few days later, Hai and to the poet at home late at night to drink at night required stay, poetess sullen with him one out. Haizi friends guessing, which is approximately reflects his fascination with snow-covered plateau, wild Kid's stubborn vigor that up to come. maybe with a bit of both Tibet and can not fathom the feelings of close to,UGGs, Hai Zi left Tibet at the same time of writing this poem: He said: In this millennium, I just love my hh writing, always involuntarily sucked into a black hole. He wrote the poem have pinned his faith intent to find in the poem, violent and burning passion. He admired the poet Goethe, and Goethe < Faust> calmly wrote 60 years; his feelings in the hands of Holderlin in turn, wrote poetry article . Haizi high-speed work, day to write hundreds of lines of poetry. Haizi after the death of Luo Yihe commemorate the article of His career is equal to Arthurian legend, the most brilliant young knight to take the Holy Grail: the young man to get the Holy Grail for the sudden now, but he can win the hand of youth, the Holy Grail, the Grail in hand will suddenly die, life will come to the end. is the magic of high-strength, known as the same strain of the admit that they know how to qigong, not taught Zi, specific functions are, after Mao's death, more dubbed stems from the fascination with mysticism, documents written by a colleague to write: , logic, linguistics, aesthetics, life sciences, human sciences, theoretical physics, psychology, Esoteric Buddhism, Taoism, history hh , luck on the water by hand to verify the skill, at dawn, but also to see his side of the hill towers meditation.
Poetry faithful know he qigong, and is something worth understanding. The poet, as if you can In this way, see other people do not see the scene, quoted the poem to convey the illusion conjured. He probably experienced such an ordeal: Qigong reaches a certain level, he caused himself and others to only anger no effort illusion: the words flowed from his pen, pun, metaphor, myth and legend hh; be long before he's happy mood will be mixed together with some stubborn, then the writing is violent, and close to despair confession, this process constantly repeated that he had neither the time to write his poetry, there is no free to modify the manuscript.
Hai died 68 days later, May 31, 1989, 28-year-old Luo Yihe died, Certificate of Authenticity write Professor,UGG shoes, poetry hh. The poets and poetry, more like small groups poet, one of whom shot himself, one committed suicide, a hanging, a tremor epilepsy died, the remaining predicted a strong resistance self-destructive, survived, very long life, still write some praise the inalienable dignity of the light and the sky of poetry, but one day, he was an evil temptation hh studio in Nishikawa, talk in the story I told him, he thought for a moment: know, I think, I have not lived when stretched. , violently pushed him one.
Nishikawa, or continue to talk about past events. drink a few glasses of sinks, are moved, a person picking up the pieces left behind Nishikawa. fate, this wine seems to copy the Board on the division of labor. Nishikawa still not drinking any alcohol.
night
1989 times on March 25, Haizi suicide the day before he got into the early morning 6:30 bound for Beijing from Changping in the bus, wearing her school leadership criticism is too fancy red sweater, outside the set of a gray jacket, backpack put the four books: mouth full of rotten apples taste. .
1988 winter, Tang Xiao-crossing and the poet Mang Ke, Yang Lian and other groups set up poems There Luo Yihe, Hai Zi, and Nishikawa. Luo Yihe to a long letter politely refused, a letter to the effect: the poet really owe it to yourself to create a small environment, but I naturally do not like to enter into any collective, I prefer a person independent read, write, think, think twice, I still do not attend, I hope the club better and better. Tang replied: ; poem who said you is not No! criticism sunny morning, bright and sunny, is the typical seasonal scenery of the beautiful March; It was also maintained overcast sky, surrounded by sending out a heavy smell coming in the unfortunate moment, fluttering drizzle. on the road He ran into the mother Nishikawa bike to work, she looked far Zi, not'm sure, no greeting. she quite liked the young man, each time for a visit, are clean and polite, she also thought he looked Chun. is so far away, slow way street is different from the train slowly over and lie down inside the middle of two parts. One time, Hai Zi Wei An discussions with the Changping how dead poets have dignity, that hanging is too difficult to see Wei An, Hai said that the most honorable death method is to jump from the plane.
about 10 days ago, University of Politics and colleagues carried out for dinners, Hai Zi drunk the next day I wake up, drunk on doubts about his many inappropriate words about him and mm Xiao Wu things first girlfriend. He felt this is Xiao Wu's injury, it is difficult to forgive themselves. According to is the creation in February Haizi frequent on the sea intention: a lover, until death on the eve of Hai Zi known. She is a female teacher University of Political Science, has been married, she was not aware of the race of life accompanied by Hai, Hai Zi has extensive photo spread sheets, printed in the Complete Poems> of the spine: a half turn his eyes fixed on the lens, his hands in the air, a pleasant smile. photo lover who was shot on. 、
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